Disturbance

When did we stop becoming frank

no longer being able to understand each other

Our slowly changing attitudes is too cold, unable to grasp
As we gradually become tired and cold (to each other)
I hate the powerless me even more

You, no longer able to look straight into my eyes
You, no longer try to read my thoughts
You, no longer try to understand my sadness
Is it because we’ve exchanged too little “I Love you”s

I was clueless initially, thought it was because I was too busy
Your gradually cold (attitudes during our) contacts and meetings
I thought that if I waited, you would come back (to me), I should have understood you
But you drifted even further away

I stood rooted at the ground, your figure slowly disappears
The road I no longer can trace back
So, please come find me, save me quickly

The day I have packed up my troubles and
There was really only me who is crying like a fool
I thought, this should be the end, I can’t remember anything

The you

I'm Back and My Sunday ~

Hey! I'm back. Finally, I wake up from my hibernation (what kind of hibernation that take time along almost a year ? T_T)
I disappeared from blogging because I had to focus on my final examination -- main requirement to graduated from high school -- and also I had to study hard to faces the SNMPTN (national selection to enter state university) and finally..............

Allah bless me I have been accepted also as the college student of Faculty of Pharmacy, Islamic University of Indonesia.

By the way, we begin this december to write a story about my Sunday ................

Hello Sunday !

I always excited about my weekend :)

I've been lucky enough to get every blessing that Allah gave to me. Last sunday, I woke up 08.30 A.M and then my handphone rang,  got message from Intan, she was asked me to go somewhere nice.
You know what would be done a woman when earlier in month ? Yes, That's Right ! This time to SHOPPING ! =)) hahaaha

 We decided to surround many boutiques in Gejayan. It so fun ! I got 3 clothes and wedges :)

 

saturday night

karena hari sabtu malam ini saya yang tidak mempunyai  ide untuk keluar rumah, akhirnya saya mengikuti kebaikan hati saya untuk meluangkan diri membaca buku sambil di temani angin malam dari teras atas, banyak alunan musik dari hp, secangkir capucinno hangat, dan suara kembang api di luar yang cukup menghibur dan menemani saya menghabiskan malam minggu saya.

menambah ilmu ? tentu.

suasana malam yang begitu cerah dengan angin semilir serta di temani alunan lagu dari beberapa genre membuat saya merasa santai sambil di temani buku bacaan yang agak berat sampai yang ringan.

malam minggu yang begitu santai :)

ujian nasional ?

Ngomong-ngomong tentang UAN yang tinggal berapa bulan lagi, sekarang pada rame ya yang update status UAN H- berapa lah, UAN tinggal berapa hari lagi lah, UAN kurang beberapa bulan lagi. Iya gue tau kok, pada intinya UAN ITU SEBENTAR LAGI. Belom lagi teman-teman gue yang juga pada galau dan sibuk nyiapin diri buat tes SNMPTN soalnya tahun ini pemerintah udah ngapusin SPMB untuk PTN negeri walaupun masih ada beberapa PTN yang ngebuka jalur mandiri sih.

Deg-degaaan ? Pasti ! Gue dibilang siap sih, belum.

Lagi berusaha jadi anak rajin belajar dan beribadah ini. Jadi, bagaimana dengan anda? ;)

two thousand twelve

So another year has gone and here comes another new year. I knew it was too late to congratulate the new year because it's the 13th of January (sorry gue terlalu sibuk sama pelajaran, maklum kelas 3 bentar lagi ujian #alibi)

For some reason, I feel more confident in anything I do this year. I've learned so much last year, that I'm prepared to face any problems.

2011 was a year of a lot of change, learning, struggling, and a bit of feeling lost.

ya, almost lost the people I love the second time because of my ignorance does not change, too indifferent.

2012,

I know everyone says it but I'm absolutely making this my year. I already started to make my dad and mom happy, pursue my goal, correct misunderstanding between me and my boyfriend, and etc.

Granted  I'll have my days of sadness, disappointment, grief, and negativity. I'm gonna take every bad situation and find good thing in it. As long as I'm alive and breathing i should be happy everyday :D 

dear mom

happy mothers day :)