another phase of life

here are times when life seems to be pointless.  Few weeks I felt like my life is going nowhere

I came to realize that it's just another phase of life, especially when you're a teenager, where life feels weird. It's not the end. All we have to do is keep the faith and focus on what we're doing now.

and then remember, you are not alone and you have more impact on peoples lives than you realize

so, it will be okay in the end.

and one that should be remembered is learn to enjoy every minute of your life ! :)

my 17 are happy and sad (miris) :')

Sorry again for my late of update. I know, I'm getting too busy until I forgot about this blog
and i know this was more than 7 days after the date of 8 July, my birthday
but i still want to update about my birthday :D hahaha

I cannot believe another year has gone by and I must say that this year has been an eye opener and a learning curve. I have grown up alot.

I dont take shit from anyone anymore.

I live life as if it were my last day and to the full and I take every opportunity I can get.

This years Birthday was a pretty mellow one. Not by choice, it's just how the cards fell into place. Turning another year older doesn't exactly put a smile on my face anymore. Actually 2011 hasn't exactly been a show stopper kinda year for me either. I am hoping things get a little better. I have had a few things to regret through the past few months. I am trying to move forward and piece myself together, it's a challenge I have to overcome. It's all unfamiliar territory for me, I'm usually the play it safe kinda girl.


but something is still prop in my heart.
where is my boyfriend and my best friend ? they have gone just like a ghost as soon as after they gave me a birthday greeting.
okay, I must be patient and I hope they come to my show tomorrow.
tommorow my best friend was just came a minute and then go again, I'm really disappointed with you guys!
I was more disappointed when a reply sms from my boyfriend who said he prefers to keep the store than come to my show.
if you were me, what do you feel ?
disappointed, hurt, sad, and want to scream.
they who i really loved, certainly not did the same like i did  #miris -________-
but, i'm still patient (again) and finally, another happines comes, alhamdulilah :D sedikit terobati lah

 

i got my beautiful gift from my dad and my mommy ♥ (the picture is not uploaded hehehe), and then 2 big doll from siaga (XI IPA 3) and someone, thank yooou so much guys :)

maybe at my age of 17 there is sadness but, there is also happiness, ya di syukuri sajalah :')