afraid :(

a fear come again !
it approached me again !
oh god, why it continuously haunt me ?
why ?
it looks like evil which always make me scared :(
why it always come until appear trauma for me ?
oh god, what my fault until you always attend fear it ?
i just want calm in living my life without having haunted by the fear again
euough two times,  the fear it ruin what have i do
and i not want it happened again