feeling right now !

hey where are you boy ? it's already 6 days we're not have communication each other.
you know, i really miss you now !
i know that i am too over, without a clearly reason before, i judge everything about you and girl as arbitrarily.
forgive me, because i have a reason why really jeaolus with her, only her.
i don't know what to do, i want to call or text message you but i'm so afraid .
i'm afraid if your anger to me is not already calm down.
are you remember ? at last time we ever make a promise if there is someone between us become a fire, the another one must become a water to turn off  the fire, right ?
i'm confused what must i do to make it turn off ?
if i just waiting and keep silence like this to face that fire, are that fire can turn off by itself ? i'm sure it's very impossible.
i must do something but i don't know what to do !
how long we are don't care each other like this ?
i can't be like this for along time anymore, i miss you :(
we must sit and spend our time together for repair it all, right ?
but what i do ? i just make the situation disorderly like this, sorry :(
althought it's just late but happy 7 month anniversary dearest :)
wish our relationship will be better